Wednesday, January 21, 2009
moved to http://dancefanaticme.livejournal.com
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL!!! AHHH!
i can't take this anymore. i hate school, i hate everything about school. i dread to go to school, it feels like a prison to me. ahhhh, i hate it! nvm, no one will understand it. its MY feelings anyway. i can't take it anymore. i have reached my limit.
ok fine, i know its my fault, its my fault to take up so many things, it my fault to be so lazy, its my fault to not do work, its my fault to talk in class, but must you do this to me? what's wrong with you, if you want to scold me then scold la, why must you go one big round just to shoot me. must you do that in class? must you compare and give that sarcastic tone? what's wrong? at least i improve right? i'm late anymore. i don't care if you find out that i'm talking about you, because i'm just venting my anger at my blog. plus your name is not stated so you have no prove to say that i'm scolding you. i hate this, why must be restricted even when writing on our own blog. i hate this, i hate school, i hate the school policy, i hate everything. i have nothing to look forward to, i have nothing to achieve, i have nothing to gain. ahhhh, please look at my strength and look at my improvements, i hate all the scoldings and nagging from you. what i need is encouragement and its lacking from you. stop thinking that you are giving your best to help us or even me because you are not. i hate this, i can't stand this. what is wrong? I NEED HELP! DO YOU GET ME? I NEED HELP! how can i do my work when i'm always so tired? and when i don't do my work i'll be penalised and get suspended. i hate this, i don't ask for extra time because i know no one will ever listen to me. no one will accept what i say, my reasons. they will just ask me to manage my time well, and then they will compare. why can others do it and not you? whatever la, different ppl have different strength and weaknesses right. i hate it, i'm so tired of explaining and getting scolded. do you know that there are many times that i almost break down in class? no you don't, because i held back my tears and pretended to laugh. I HATE THIS. ahhhhh i look forward to holidays much more than the rest. ahhhh, i don't feel like going back to that prison. if you find out, i hope you know how much i hate you.
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
AHHHHH! I'M FEELING VERY HORRIBLE NOW NOW NOW! AND RESULTS ARE COMING OUT TMR!
I don't know what's wrong with me but i feel like stopping this. stop stop stop this feeling stop stop stop what i'm doing stop stop stop everything! no more! i can't take it anymore! i can't commit i can't prioritise it i can't ..... ahhhh! bleah! i hate this i hate this!!!!
ok whatever-- i'll just drop this now, right at this moment!
ok i'm really enjoying myself in TPJC! the people there are nice, my class is cool, my CCAs are fun! ahhhh, i was surprised that i actually like the school. now thinking about it, i don't mind staying in TPJC! haha, all depends on tmr's results! ahhh, so scary! ok anyway, i will really miss my friends in TPJC if i ever have to leave that school. yeh, i really enjoy every single moment in there. the tutors are nice and it motivates me to work hard! ahhhhhh, ok my feelings are all mixed up now and i can't think properly. haha.
ROCK OR SWORD? which do you prefer?
~ stop it now~
------------------------ JJ Tan --------------------------
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
BOOO!
alright, i seriously don't understand why i have a blog because i don't blog everyday. haha. anyway, its 2008 already and means no more KC no more dark alley no more 4/4 no more familiar faces ( except for a few ) no more warmth no more KC smell no more KC food no more KC!!! ahhh! booohooo! so sad, anyway tpjc is not bad too! haha, well it was rather boring on the first day of orientation. i only started to like tpjc from the second day. orientation lasted for only 2 days and poof lectures starts. oh my the audi is so cold like Antarctica! haha, anyway the lectures were quite interesting and it kind of influenced me to like tpjc more. yeh, and we sign-up for our CCAs already. i'm in rock climbing and wushu! haha, how cool is that. oh yeh, wow! haha, we saw mr kuah there at tpjc, he forced the KCians to join wushu. yeh, so what to do, just join lor. haha yeh. can't wait for cca to start! ahhh, rock climbing! i'm going to have really nice muscles in my body! he he.
today's a great day! i love today, and every other day. BUDDY! BUDDY BUDDY BUDDY! haha.
i love the time spent together! it's always the best! haha. i'll always replay the special moments we had when i have nothing to do. sometimes i still can feel you when i'm replaying it. haha. weeeeee! so fun! so exciting! haha. there's so much more to say but i know i don't have to say it out because there's no need to. its all in the heart. haha! weeeee! so fun so fun!
i'm thinking thinking thinking thinking thinking about......... haha not for you to know! weeeeeeeeeeee! naughty naughty, i like being naughty! haha. ballet tmr! yay advance class = good workout class .
~baby deer~
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
BUDDY! BUDDY! BUDDY!
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! HAHA!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
19th DEC 2007!
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
I have ended my KC years.... bleah!
how i will miss my days in KC! ahhhh, i'll miss my friends, the building of my school, fitness rm, dark alley(haha), teachers, everything!!! yeh, all my happy memories and the sad ones too! i realise KC is the place when i can really present the real me! haha, weeee! oh man, i'm going to miss miss miss miss miss KC! i will definitely miss council too! all the hard work that we all put in, all the sweat and tears we have given! i just love everything about KC!!!
so now i have currently devoted my life to ballet. BALLET BALLET BALLET everyday! cool! i'm aching all over and it is so painful that it hurts even when i sit on the toilet bowl! anyway i like the pain, but not the process of getting the pain. haha! well well, A LITTLE BIT OF PAIN IS GOOD FOR YOU!
BUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDYBUDDY!!!
~i miss you~
------------------- JJTan ex H.O.W. in the W.O.W.-----------------------------
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